The Yearning

As we lie down to sleep the world turns half away

–Elizabeth Bishop

 

I question whether it’s past time

to pierce my ears, dangle silver hoops,

feathers, add a small tattoo of a wine-

colored bird at the curve of my clavicle,

slip on a pair of stilettos, something low-cut.

All those years beauty wasn’t supposed

to matter. Now it does. I want what

I would have wanted then— a dress

on fire, love beneath the northern lights,

a river of curls no man could ever swim.